In their own words.

Michelle's story

"It’s remarkable to look back on everything that has happened over the past year since my first encounter with medicinal plants. When I participated in my first ayahuasca ceremony, I was searching. It felt as though my patterns intensified in the days leading up to the ceremony, as if ayahuasca was already exerting its influence before I had even taken it. My inner critic grew louder, my dreams became more vivid, I felt increasingly insecure, and I had the urge to withdraw. And yet, at the same time, there was a sense of curiosity and attraction. Even though I couldn’t quite explain to those around me why I was choosing this path, I felt deep down that I wanted to take this step.

At first, I let myself be carried along by the rituals with some hesitation. My rational mind still held the reins tightly, and to be honest, I used to dismiss these kinds of things rather quickly as “woo-woo.” I’ve since let go of that view. Ayahuasca has shown me that everything is connected, and that everything carries meaning or serves a purpose. Meeting ayahuasca is a vulnerable process, which is why a safe setting is so important. I found that with Sanne. With her gentle, loving, yet powerful energy, she intuitively sensed exactly what I needed, both during and outside of the ceremony. She made me feel like I didn’t have to do anything, that I could simply be. She fully respected my process and was there for me in the moments I needed her. It was only when I dared to let go of control and fully immerse myself in the experience that the deepest insights emerged. Through this, I’ve come to value the paradox of resistance more and more. Resistance often feels like a barrier, yet at the same time it turns out to be the very key to transformation. Once you begin to see through that dynamic, it can even become enjoyable. It feels like a profound gift to be able to look behind my own walls and sometimes even break through them.

The release, love, gratitude, and inner peace I have received, have been worth every struggle."

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Testimonials

A profound journey of love and surrender I had the privilege of participating in an ayahuasca retreat at Coming Home in a group of nine people, and was guided through two deeply transformative ceremonies. Sanne, Bertrand and Senta created such a loving and safe space that I was able to fully surrender to the experience. Their care and presence allowed me to go into the inner journey with complete trust. Read more What I encountered was nothing short of extraordinary – an overwhelming sense of love that flowed through everything. Love for life itself, for everyone around me, for my body as my faithful companion through this existence. It was a reminder of the profound interconnectedness of all things. To Sanne, Bertrand and Senta: thank you from the bottom of my heart for your dedication, your humor :), your kindness, and the loving space you held for all of us. Your guidance made it possible for me to open up to this beautiful experience. I am deeply grateful for the gift you've given me. Nina, October 2025

The ayahuasca retreat was a deep, intensive experience. The guidance felt safe, respectful, and professional, allowing me to fully surrender to the journey. The ceremony brought me into contact with intense emotions. The beautiful surroundings and accommodations were calming and supportive. The aftercare and conversations helped me better understand the insights. I am grateful for the care, attention, and love from the team. An experience I wish for everyone and that will resonate with me for a long time. Jon, October 2025

My octopus teacher What's moving there? In the dark? In the corner, against the ceiling? What is hiding there? Camouflaged, tentacles, Crawling, writhing, slithering Read more I'm scared of you. You are my monster. I don't dare go to sleep, to close my eyes, to feel. (Resolutely) I’ll lock away my feelings! And throw away the key! I curl up in a ball, under my blanket, a pillow on my head, huddled close to the wall, It provides me safety. My fortress. Hold me! Please, Mummy, Daddy, I'm so scared. I'm here with you, sweetheart. I'm here with you. I'll stay with you! It's okay to be afraid. I am afraid sometimes too. It's okay. I'll hold you! You wanna hear something funny? Wanna hear what I think? I believe that the "monster" is actually afraid itself. Afraid of not being loved. What do you think? Could that be possible? Shall we tell the "monster" that it is safe? That they're not a monster? Shall we dance together? With the 'monster'? Yes! Let's do that! Waterbear, August 2025

My first Ayahuasca experience was literally beyond words - deeply distressing, yet ultimately healing; heart-wrenching and, at the same time, cathartic and profoundly liberating. I experienced dying and being reborn again. Death in the sense of shedding away patterns and behaviours from my youth, past experiences and external influences only to be reborn into a new world filled with all-encompassing love, infinite inner peace and boundless joy - which all culminated in an immense lust for life. Read more Lastly, I am deeply grateful for the transformative power of Ayahuasca as it enabled me to perceive grief and the loss of a loved one more clearly by revealing to me the heartfelt, soul-level connection that transcends the physical world. This powerful journey took place under the skilful guidance of Sanne whose grounded energy, gentle yet powerful spirit, and genuinely supportive and intuitive presence created a safe and sacred space in which I could fully trust and surrender to the process. I have a lot of respect for her work ethic and loving grace. The beautiful retreat created by Joost in combination with his conviviality and sweet, attentive presence further contributed to the above transformative experience. Nikos, August 2025

This week I had my first San Pedro journey with Sanne. It was a beautiful experience. Sanne is very involved, gentle, and open to everything that’s going on inside you. At the same time, she lets you have your own process. The good and complete care she offers is reflected in a videocall beforehand and also in a call a week after the ceremony. Unlike what I’ve experienced with many plant medicine journeys, there’s enough time the following morning to share what came up, and she helps you gain insights from that. Read more The co-facilitator, Joost, is warm and caring, and if you would like to have a conversation about non-duality, he has wonderful insights to share. The retreat was held at a beautiful retreat center, a very serene and quiet place surrounded by stunning nature. I would recommend everyone (especially those taking plant medicine for the first time) to journey here. It’s a safe and loving experience. Arjen, June 2025

I’ve had the privilege of experiencing multiple sessions with Sanne in the area of bodywork, several plant medicine group retreats, and also an individual session with Ayahuasca. Sanne has a golden combination of softness, decisiveness when needed, and a good dose of humor. The embodiment of the work is palpable. Sanne creates a very pleasant and safe environment where all the deep aspects are given space. I felt extremely supported and seen in my process. I am very grateful, and since my first retreat with her, I’ve been recommending Sanne to friends and family. Thank you, Sanne! Lisa, April 2025

Dearest Sanne, I ask myself what words I can write that could begin to capture all that surrounds you and the gifts you bring to the Ceremony work you hold? Your truth, your unique ability to hold space with such strength yet softness, your humility, your playfulness, your determination, your harmony - and so much more. Read more You hold space so that we may journey towards our authenticity, knowing we are safe and supported in doing so. The work you do is so precious. I am forever indebted to you just as much as I am to the medicine. You are pure gold 🙏❤️ Sent with kindness Jane, February 2025

It was once again a magical weekend with wonderful travelers, Mother Aya, in a beautiful place, with such loving and authentic guidance from Sanne and Joost. They are so pure and attentive, gentle and funny at the same time. I feel infinitely supported, while at the same time they empower me in my own process , one that I alone must feel and carry, yet never feel alone in! Thank you for your support and all the love, thank you Sanne for this special ceremony and your unique music in between. Your voice touches me on a cellular level! Thank you Joost for this beautiful place. It feels like a womb with a panoramic view 🙂 Read more Thanks to everyone who was there, including Snoggy, who once again reminded me that in my next life I’ll be a cat 😉 With an open heart, deep trust, and much strength, I step back into a life full of wonders 💚 Senta, February 2025

Ayahuasca was a very special experience for me. I had no prior experience. I was curious, but also a bit tense. And yes… it brought me much more than expected. I went back to my childhood, and the feeling of being alone was very strong. By fully feeling this and going deeply into it during my journey, my second ceremony became a very beautiful experience in which I was showered with wonderful images and profound feelings. I felt immense compassion for everyone, and luckily also for myself! Read more My backpack now feels empty! I feel wonderful! I did the retreat together with my partner, and it really brought us closer together , such a gift for our relationship. Thank you so much for the safe setting, the fantastic support, and the beautiful ambiance! Marie-José, December 2024

I’ve had the privilege of participating in several Ayahuasca retreats with Sanne. Apart from the ceremonial part, there’s lots of fun and laughter. In the ceremony itself, you can clearly feel the care, attention, and love that goes into it. The music and the way it’s built up is legendary. I’ve had some very intense journeys in very deep valleys, but I’ve also been able to enjoy endless expansive views of light and love that continue to enrich my life to this day. Ayahuasca is unfortunately never easy to drink, but despite that, it’s a five-star experience ❤️ Ed, November 2024

An itch on my nose. An itch in my throat. An itch on my ears. An itch on my mouth. An itch on my skin. An itch on my eyes. Itches from the past. Itches from the present. Itches from me. Itches from others. I grabbed them. Held them tight. And I waved them away. Scattered them away. Threw them away. Coughed them away. Spat them away. Cleared my throat again. And poof, gone. But not all of them. No. Some were allowed to stay. Some I even took back. They belong. They’re part of me. They are mine. Read more I lifted my shirt. I caressed myself. Rubbed. Stroked. Tickled. My belly. My flanks. Collar bones. With both my hands. Over my sternum. My chest. And it was delightful. And then everything turned white. The room. My belly. My hands. My chest. My body. My eyes. Everything. My heart. And the light came. And it entered. Everywhere. Everywhere it was needed. Everywhere it is needed. Jorrit, April 2024

In March I was able to journey with Ayahuasca in a beautiful environment created by Joost. Throughout the whole weekend, Joost and Sanne created an incredibly relaxed, trusting, and open atmosphere. Never before had I felt so at ease in a setting with only strangers. The two days we journeyed were very special. It gave me new insights, made me reflect, and most importantly, helped me reconnect more deeply with my feelings , which was exactly what I was searching for. Marijn, March 2024

My dear friends… every time the journey becomes deeper and more meaningful. I believe I’ve understood more about myself in these six months since my first Aya than in fifteen years of meditation. I used to think I didn’t belong in this life, but now I’m starting to think this life can actually be quite interesting. Every time I thank you for your love and support, but any thanks will never be enough for the gift you bring to our lives. I hope you receive as much love and care as you always give to us. You truly deserve it! Alessandro, February 2024

Two weeks have passed since my first encounter with Ayahuasca, and I want to share a few words with you both. All four days I felt comfortable and cared for. The cozy place and the warmth of the people made the experience extremely safe. Every time you came to me during the sessions, I felt waves of love and appreciation. I told some people later that I had deeper sessions with acid in the past, but with Ayahuasca the effect is so much more profound and long-lasting. I was afraid the state would disappear within a few days, but I’m amazed it’s still present in my heart and mind: this feeling of oneness, love, acceptance, and letting go. Read more Just yesterday, walking home late at night, alone, listening to the retreat playlist, I felt sadness , but being okay with this sadness made me so happy. Even though I was physically alone, I felt everything around me was part of me , not separate, but one, at peace. I feel less anxiety, even though I have many responsibilities, and emotions like anger and irritation pass much more quickly. I’m so grateful for having discovered Ayahuasca years ago, for her bringing me to you now, and for you putting your souls into this meaningful work. I hope to meet you again someday soon! Sanjar, December 2023

My experience was with both Ayahuasca & San Pedro. What an amazing retreat weekend I had at such an incredible location! From the very first contact, I felt deeply held and safe. Sanne and Joost are extremely well-attuned space holders, which allows YOU to simply BE. Sanne… I cannot recommend you enough to everyone! What you sense, feel, and see is hard to equal in therapy. This goes so much further and deeper. Without you, I would never have been able to release so much unconscious pain. YOU are Pachamama for me! You create the space for people to go deep and heal. The plant is a tool, but you are the one doing the real work. I am unbelievably grateful! Anna, September 2023

What a wonderful and intense time I had. Not only because of the beautiful and peaceful surroundings, but also thanks to the warm welcome, the sensitive and professional guidance, and the good talks and laughter with my travel companions. It was my first journey, and although I thought I entered openly, I found myself facing several barriers. In the end, I was able to surrender, feeling calm, filled with joy and gratitude. Even now, days later, the process continues. I feel lighter and more energized. Read more I feel blessed with such a wonderful experience. Thank you so much for everything! I recommend your guidance and your retreat space from the bottom of my heart to anyone who wants to discover themselves one or more layers deeper. Annelies, July 2023

WOW, what a journey this was! This journey was the deepest ever. What I loved is that there are two ceremonies. In the first one, I cleared and received insights, and for the second, I already knew what to expect and how to let myself be guided. It’s intense, that’s for sure. And yes, you could wonder if you’d ever do this “for fun”. But know that it can bring you so much; honestly, this should be mandatory for every human being. It’s a detox, a reset, a cleansing… Read more BUT , you need to be ready: ready to look at yourself, ready to take responsibility, ready to be open to everything and trust, trust, trust that whatever comes is there to serve you. I can highly recommend the facilitators. They are truly there for you, supporting and guiding you in a very safe environment. Mieke, June 2023

My experience with the medicine is that it did exactly what it promised to do. It surprised me and shook me up in a way I didn’t expect , even though I kind of expected it. It reminded me that no matter how open and free of stories we think we are, life will always test us and call us back to presence. The retreat itself was wonderful. The place was beautiful, and the experience challenged me in exactly the way I needed. Support and understanding were there at every step, helping me to come back from my mind into acceptance (even if it didn’t look “pretty” at times). Read more The experience required me to show up fully, with vulnerability, not always at my best. But the environment and people felt so safe that it felt balanced every step of the way. It all came together beautifully in the end, leaving me with lightness and a stronger inner center. Pamela, May 2023

Wow, what a beautiful experience! A peaceful and calm location, perfect for long walks. Gentle, loving, non-judgmental guidance. Without fluff, and with humor. Great preparation and aftercare. A good balance between individual journeys and group dynamics. In a way, the neutral environment provided the perfect foundation for transformation and healing to happen. Highly recommended! Nicole, May 2023

What a magical journey, in a special place, guided by experienced, grounded, gentle, and loving life-artists. Thank you for literally and figuratively providing shelter and guiding us on a journey towards knowing and understanding ourselves better. Connected, calm, pure, attentive to everyone , deep yet lighthearted, silent yet with an unparalleled musical experience. Especially the interplay of guitar, hang drum, and breathtaking vocals. Gratitude, love, deep insights, and above all , so much laughter. I look forward to the next time! Tobias, April 2023

Wow, what an intense and beautiful experience this was. I found a part of myself that I had lost for a very long time. I discovered that I’m allowed to like myself again , and I finally felt it too. I was able to face the pain of loneliness and in doing so, I found myself again. Now I feel like my own best friend, cheerful and strong, with broad shoulders to temporarily carry the burdens of others , and that’s my purpose: to be there for others. Thank you! Thed, April 2023